The First day of the rest of my life

Mother nature please take me with you, when you're gone. When everything is gone. When all the good in the world is gone, take me with you. Above and away from all of the mess that we all have created. The rivers that children cry. The pain that passes by. Mother nature you're beautiful. And when you're gone, please take me with you. I'm nervous. I'm pensive. I'm fidgety. I'm scared. Where has all the good gone? I'm cold. It's quiet and I'm tired. Thinking is not in my agenda for the day. I want to sleep peacefully. You don't realize all of the things you do, that you take for granted. You don't understand how other people live. You'll never understand the reality of your own good. Nor will you ever learn that prosperity comes from the inner you. Why are you so gleamed to be someone else? Be true and stay true to you. We all sleep, we all eat. We all are already the same in so many ways. Do something that is you and not what's a fad and evil. I wish I could only hear music. Only pianos and melodies of nature. The waves, the winds, the rain, the sunshine, the eternal life that lies beneath my skin. The comfort of daydreams. The way it touches the core of my heart. I'm so naive. I'm so insecure. I don't want lies. I don't want good-byes. I want happiness inside. Smiles and hugs. $1.50 slushies from the gas station doesn't taste so good as it used to anymore. Nothing is the same anymore. Today is the first day of the rest of my life.